When all is said and done, where will you stand?

USL’s last show and the “new” project.

I wanted to start off by thanking every single person who has ever been behind me or any of the members in Under Spinning Lights. That band and its members are and forever will be family to me. I’ve learned more about music than i ever could sitting at a desk in some college i wouldnt want to be at by being a part of Under Spinning Lights. And though Under Spinning Lights may be over it is not the end for me.

This is only the beginning. I have had the opportunity jam with a couple of different acts and decided to JOIN A NEW PROJECT. The new projects already existing members have made me feel like home at practice and right off the bat i could tell there was a “chemistry” when we played together for the first time. I’m extremely excited to tell all you guys THIS TUESDAY VIA VIDEO UPDATE the name of the new project i’ve had the honor of getting to be a part of. 

I could never forget the memories I’ve made and the people I’ve met through USL and I hope all of those people who chose to support USL will check out the new project. I love you all♥

So i’m not sure what i want anymore. So many variables and turn outs. i just need to stop thinking. I just wish i really knew what is best for me.

“If you love me, then you just need to let me go.”

It’s not that easy. How can I just let you go? How can i forget everything that’s happened and just move on with this? I would do anything to show you things are different. I really hope this makes you happy. Cuz that’s all i really want.

I just don’t get what you see in me.

you’re all I think about anymore. To be honest I can’t even go one full day without wanting to hear your voice, even if it’s just on the phone for a few minutes. And every time I get a new text message, I open my phone hoping to see if it’s you who wrote me back. And I’m sorry if i text you too much. It’s just talking to you even if it’s about nothing at all is always the brightest part of my day. You always look beautiful and always know all the right things to say. And I know this hasn’t been easy for either of us, but I promise you if you don’t give up on me I can make you the happiest girl in the world. This is once in a lifetime. I won’t let this slip away.

Help Under Spinning Lights get on Warped Tour!

If everyone could please visit the link below and register if you havent already to vote your Under Spinning Lights to play Warped Tour it would mean the world to me! It has always been a dream of mine and I couldn’t do it without your help! so if you get the free minute to do this i will love you forever<3333

http://www.battleofthebands.com/u/UnderSpinningLights

more than halfway into tour…

so i’m sitting on the stage next to my keyboardist Matt, and my drummer Monti reflecting on everything thats happened and everyone we’ve met. I’m living my dream. 

finally

I’ve been waiting for this moment for a very long time. Long Island, I’ll see ya when I get back.

2 Legit 2 Quit tour dates w/ Floral Terrace:

Jan 29, 2011 - providence, RI (US) @ the ruins
Jan 30, 2011 - Haverhill, MA (US) @ Anchors Up
Jan 31, 2011 - New York City, NY (US) @ Angels And Kings
Feb 2, 2011 - Lemoyne, PA (US) @ the champion
Feb 4, 2011 - Virginia Beach, VA (US) @ Club Relevant
Feb 5, 2011 - Lexington Park, MD (US) @ Good Sam Church
Feb 6, 2011 - Raleigh, NC (US) @ The Brewery
Feb 7, 2011 - Mill Spring, NC (US) @ Ultimate Basement
Feb 8, 2011 - West Columbia, SC (US) @ New Brookland Tavern
Feb 10, 2011 - Jacksonville, FL (US) @ Jack Rabbits
Feb 11, 2011 - Winter Park, FL (US) @ Haven
Feb 12, 2011 - Pembroke Pines, FL (US) @ The Talent Farm
Feb 13, 2011 - Pensacola, FL (US) @ the grunge bar
Feb 14, 2011 - Ocean Springs, MS (US) @ squeak E lizards
Feb 15, 2011 - Nashville, TN (US) @ the muse

I must speak my mind.

First off i’d like to say thank you to everyone who came down and had a good time at the show today. it was the first show i’ve played since we let go of kenny and i couldnt thank those who stayed with us through everything enough. my band couldnt do what we do without you guys and girls and I LOVE YOU ALL<33

however, this brings me to my second part of my rant. 
Today, after my bands set, quite a few kids who have given me a hard time previously, decided to threaten my life, as well as threaten to kick the living shit out of my girlfriend. All because the way i look and the music i play. And to be honest this is really hard to write because i really don’t have any words to express how i feel about it. Since when did music become a weapon? how can i determine the sincerity of ones meaning in a song if i am not in the band or involved in the song writing? also, how can i claim that i am more of a musician than another just because we have different opinions in music style?! For a long time i’ve been listening to people tell me how specific genres are what is killing this music scene and it’s not. WHAT’S KILLING THIS MUSIC SCENE IS THIS WAR BETWEEN STYLES. Last time i checked, every musician is working torwards a common goal…in one way or another, make it in the music industry. If we all decided to lend a friendly hand to each other instead of tearing each other down, we could actually see UNITY in this scene. i think we should understand that even if one doesn’t believe in anothers product, that it is wrong to tear that person down because that person put their heart and soul into that work, and if you believe it or not, it means something to that person.

When USL started for me, i was so excited to make music with my best friends, and make new friends in the music scene. With all this pretentious shit talking, we are only setting ourselves back. Please, lets leave the hate behind and move forward as one scene.